a new colour
does not always a new thought
make. how often have i been a fraud, i’m
afraid, how uninspired (is there an award for that) ?
how close to the edge do you have to be before
you notice you’re already falling ?
familiar
where desire turns
disastrous, i’m already
cleaning consequence
but even then, only just

for better or for worse
i hope that you have
the day you deserve
or at least i used to

hey.
i feel like i
think about you
too much. and
the more i try
to divine what
we are, the more
divine the answer
becomes.
sp4ce
Saturn, pull me into orbit
i am outer space already
touch me, watch me waterfall
drapery, the velvet curtain
puddle on the floor.
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drunk off
the aura
around you
i murmured
better late
than never
replied panting
my professor
in every princess, a hunger
which razes every decent sense, &
all polite thought. a tremor, a
terrific earthquake of sudden need,
as urgent & frightening as any
self-respecting deity.
to not-knowing
if i could ask the stars a question
i’d block my ears before the answer
i wish i were a kitten
you can pet them / stroke them / play
with them / in the bath or / other choices
you can kiss and praise them / while they’re
in your lap / and making noises
scribble on me
neon / technicolour / water-
soluble / or not, paint / or
magic markers i don’t care, just
something tracing / tracing now
& leave a mark / yeah leave a lot
the four stages of grief:
some corner where the meditation burns
the sinner that comes out of hiding
relentless disfiguring, excess removal
a constellation in the shape of a diamond
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i’m so hungry when you want me
only empty empty empty
maybe
proliferate / magnify capture ignite
more like this / or try / or try
i’d do it again / i’d listen / for / fire
mixing together / i think maybe
i’d like that !
yes
O yes i told him yes
i Do want yes to touch you yes
right now yes i want to yes
yes i need yes for you to kiss
your answer
oh honey surely lovely
turn it wonderful & being suddenly
desirous. did you ask it now ? or you
wanted ? whatever it is – may you ask
& always wind up with your answer
dr.
yes !!! he would eat me. um—more murderous than sexy. geez, hope he’d turn me into something sweet, serve me to a crowd of serious & important (seriously important?) socialites at a dinner party. i’d be something swirly, & glazed, with a french-sounding name. people would hang faux-impartial ’round the banquet table & he’d just smirk into his champagne.
the party would last for hours. mouths working, unbearable conversation. the average of his pulse & mine would be extremely casual. fragrance rising & a tight confinement in grey slacks, very excited by his cleverness. each bite a little shiver of satisfaction, all the more reason to do it again, none of me left & no one dares forget their compliments to the chef !
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